Sunday, 06 April 2025

After church, I decided to stop in and see Arianna. As usual, always a nice visit - she's very calm, has good advice, and makes me think twice about some things I want to do, and which I share with her.

Anyway, my plan was to go and see the grandchildren from there, but had received a message the day before from Tara saying they were going out for the day - No problem. Then I also wanted to fit the safety stuff onto the golf cart - have put that off for a few months and wanted to get it done.

Went to Luciano, as he offered to help me, if I helped him put up an awning over their back door. No problem, have done a few of the before and know it's not a big job.

My intention was to tell / instruct him to make good with Tara. Arianna convinced me that I shouldn't. We both knew that would be a big breaking point in my relationship with Luciano, and as it was, I had already told him a few weeks ago that I was not happy with the way he had handled the situation with her. After all, she is the mother of his nieces and nephew, and would be around for many years to come- How did he propose to handle things from now on?

The plan was eating away at me, and causing me to have sleepless nights, with a hint of depression creeping in again.

Anyway, so I didn't have that chat with him, and we got all the chores done, and I went home much calmer than I would have I suppose. And that night I slept well. The emotional feeling binned for now.

Probably a good thing that I didn't push the issue - he's an adult and must make his own choices.

(Written on Tue. 8th April)