As for the rest of the day - 06 May 2025
Needless to say the events of the past few days, especially yesterday have left my with some serious anxiety. I'll have to dig out the "natural" meds again, as I know how fast this can get out of hand.
I'm really just so pissed off, and disappointed I suppose. Seriously, two steps ahead, and 3 backwards.
I also seem to be slipping in my faith - not that I don't have any, just that I'm not as excited as I have been, or should be about it. I have let the world get back into my head, and the gearbox is running again.
Not sure why, but I have to get back to where I was around 6 - 8 months ago.
Was in a much better space, and doing fine.
Fuck people, fuck those who think they are entitled to do as they please. They will get their rewards for sure.
Maybe tomorrow I'll post the details of my WhatsApp chat with the ex from last night.
Might make for interesting reading for someone out there - oh wait, this is a private blog. Good......
Brother, like I do with my bicycles, get on your bike and go for a long ride. It'll help to clear the head, or at least help a bit. I find I do my best thinking out there, pushing the pedals. Failing that, if I can help or you need a listening post, give me a shout. "For you, I keel de bool"...
ReplyDeleteHi Brother, so I can comment as an anon.... but not under my name for some reason. Will get back to you with my responses soon.
ReplyDeleteA bike ride is on the books..... I need to just get this out of my system, otherwise the throttle will get a life of it's own. Been there and scared the crap out of myself. I know you there for me, and I appreciate it, and soon you will get a call....thanks
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